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I've been looking at the past month of entries and thinking about how little of myself seems to be present. I write one line posts noting things that barely seem important, or I spend a lot of time ruminating on my job.

I'm depressed. Quite simply, that's the only reason. I'm too tired or too drained to summon the effort to write every day. It's frustrating. But I keep moving and one day something will change. I keep moving because I loathe the thought that I could become one of those people who spends all their time whining about how hard everything is.

Rick Perry doesn't want us to teach evolution, but he wants us to get a booming economy from nano and biotech? Hah! The irony is too rich.

I want a new computer. I'm thinking about building a desktop. Maybe if I can find a good monitor.

I want a house too. I'm saving my pennies for that downpayment.