ahh pessimistic thought

You could say that I am frequently too pessimistic. But it works out for me, most of the time anyway. If not, at least I am gloomy and resigned to the worst. But it appears to have come out alright for me in the end. I've fixed up my holiday schedule with a minimum of insanity. I'll work both Thanksgiving days now, Christmas Eve and the day after Christmas. This leaves me with both New Years Eve and Day covered! Joyous. Now I can start working on my Great Gatsby costume. I really can't decide if I should do a boy costume or a girl costume. On one hand, I could get away with wearly something sparkly. On the other, suspenders trousers. Choices, choices.

and I'm alone, I'm alone

I can't remember the song that comes from. Oh wait, I think I remember now.

My laptop is fixed, an obscene amount of money later. Well at least I don't have to buy a new one. I'm glad to have these familiar keys back in hand.

I want to write a story. I don't have the time or inspiration to do the NaNo thing this year. I just want to write something small, contained and beautiful. I want to write something about Anna. There are these ideas. I'm hoping that it will come together into something.

My brain hurts. Still a week of work to go.