writing to make up time

[threeplusfire]

It's strange how both the boy and the girl fit well in my arms. I never cease to marvel at that. They both have thick dark hair, and they make me smile.

Yesterday I stood in front of the mirror and stared at myself for a long time. Because I don't think I've ever really looked at myself and seen what other people see. It was a strange thing, and it left me a little bit shaken because I just had no idea. No idea at all.

It seems so unfair that I'm in such a good mood and she's so far away because I just want to grab her and spin around in circles until I'm too breathless to laugh.

Comments

[dragonflychey.livejournal.com]

i can't see you, but i kinda imagine a knock the wind out of you beauty with dark hair and an anna akhmatova kind of knowing smile. and tattoos, thanks to your icon, lol. and today you're all sparkly cuz you seem so happy from your last posts.

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[tsarina.livejournal.com]

My friend James commented last night that I look more relaxed than I ever have. But thank you! I've never been compared to Akhmatova and that just rocks my world.