the view from here

[threeplusfire]

Life is really weird sometimes. I was just reading through some old journal entries and wondering how I have from there to here. Reflection doesn't suit me I think, because I tend to arrive at these insights in flashpoints, instead of through methodical meditation. I wonder how I ever got to be so fucked up, or how I ever made it away from there. Because while I know it happened, I jsut couldn't tell you how I pulled it off.

Comments

[evilgeniuskatie.livejournal.com]

I'm betting you pulled it off with a slick move and a high step. And you don't strike me as fucked up. ~KMK

[tsarina.livejournal.com]

Sometimes there were indeed some pretty slick moves. ;)

But I used to be so different, and it's really obvious when you get back into the earlier journal entries I think. I was a mess for several years, due to some hideous things happening to me in my teens. But now, it kinda feels as if I have survived in a good way.