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threeplusfireMy other hand has started to hurt, and the pain inside my wrist grows. It's different from the left, though. More like the arthritis sort of pain I've experienced before.
I keep crying, because my worst nightmare has always been losing the use of my hands. It scares me. I remember reading that weird King novel Needful Things when I was young and being terrified by the woman with the crippled hands.
Nothing is right.
Time to go get another brace, a new keyboard and reset up my desk somewhere else for when I can write.
I need these hands. I can't do anything.
Everything is rainy and cold.
I keep crying, because my worst nightmare has always been losing the use of my hands. It scares me. I remember reading that weird King novel Needful Things when I was young and being terrified by the woman with the crippled hands.
Nothing is right.
Time to go get another brace, a new keyboard and reset up my desk somewhere else for when I can write.
I need these hands. I can't do anything.
Everything is rainy and cold.
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Date: 2004-11-20 05:26 pm (UTC)Arthritis can be such a bitch. *hugs* I so wish you'll feel better very, very soon. And don't worry about Nano, sweetie. Don't risk getting a typist's neuritis on top of it all. It's not worth it.