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threeplusfire) wrote2003-01-03 11:07 pm
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yes it is an irrational fear
Hell and damnation.
I've cracked a tooth, somehow. It must have had a cavity lurking under the surface to be so fragile. It's freaking me out, and not just because I have no dental insurance and no money. This makes me feel somehow unclean, awful, and I'm developing morbid fantasies of infection and pain. It does not hurt much, except when I push on it. Which I probably shouldn't be doing. Even though I'm sure it would be excessive, a nightmare, I want to rip it out.
I want to scream.
I've cracked a tooth, somehow. It must have had a cavity lurking under the surface to be so fragile. It's freaking me out, and not just because I have no dental insurance and no money. This makes me feel somehow unclean, awful, and I'm developing morbid fantasies of infection and pain. It does not hurt much, except when I push on it. Which I probably shouldn't be doing. Even though I'm sure it would be excessive, a nightmare, I want to rip it out.
I want to scream.
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I don't have dental insurance either and today I had a cavity filled...but I needed to do it.
Hope you take care...
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Oh the evil. I feel guilty.
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I might go back into the dentist on Monday, because the filling is in between two teeth and he asked me to floss, but I can't possibly floss there - tried it once, but I think a piece of floss became stuck/or embedded in it! Ugh. :)
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Oh no! I hope the floss does not torment you any further. When my mom tried to get me to floss, she bought the cinnamony flavored kind. I was much more interested in just chewing on it. Heh.
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I hope you feel better soon. :/
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Welcome to hell Morpheus.
Yeah, I hope I can come up with a good plan.
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teeth things freak me out lots, too. some of my teeth have been hurting like hell for a few days, too. :( it's hard to get dental insurance, i think.
let me know if you need to know anything about getting enamel repainted on (because you can't afford caps). that's all i know about.
i am so not helpful today.
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ugh. teeth.
how are things with your phone?
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i guess.
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Of course, it does have a sharp edge, and my new thinking thing is to run my tounge over it and scratch the tounge. Odd, but there you go.
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Manos de Cristo operates the only low cost dental clinic in Austin for the working poor and other medically indigent people.
Patients pay $10-$45 depending on the treatment but nobody is turned away for lack of money.
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I feel for you.
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I have this whole morbid fear of teeth, internal organs, veins, etc. I try to pretend I am a robot most of the time.
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And don't talk to me about veins- I watched Titus last night.
Eeeeee indeed.